
Before the gun went off for the Zooma Cape Cod 10K race this past weekend, I looked around and wondered who else would go out in front. I was reluctant to take the lead and no one seemed all that eager, except the guy. The one guy in front of everybody. What was this guy doing? Did he show up thinking he would dominate at an “all-women’s” race? I mean there were other guys racing but they all seemed to be there supporting their significant others. Not this guy. He was gunning for it. We tied the line and he took off, not at a blistering pace but he stayed ahead looking quite comfortable. For a mile and a half I stayed just 100 yards behind him, trying to race my race but still wanting to catch him. If there were runners behind me I couldn’t hear them. So I set my sights on The Guy and told myself I couldn’t let him win.

I entered Saturday’s 10K on a bit of a whim. We were at the Zooma Cape Cod race with my little fledgling company, RunFarGear. Trying to sell the inspirational running apparel we make and raise money for the Children’s Hospital at Dartmouth Hitckcock at the same time. A registration came with the booth if I was interested. How could I not be?
But I almost didn’t run. After taking four days off from running I was starting to feel better after fighting a cold for nearly two weeks. The fatigue was gone but I still had a nagging tickle in my throat and dry cough. I hemmed and hawed and thought, maybe I shouldn’t run? But on Friday night after a day on my feet at the expo I was feeling OK and thought, why not? I’ll regret it if I don’t. And so I laid out my race clothes.
I’d looked at past results from previous years and noted that the 10K times weren’t super fast. I knew I had a chance of finishing in the top three if I ran a good race.
And the conditions were perfect for a good race: cool, no wind and a relatively flat course bookended by rolling hills.
I knew I wanted to start slow, run smooth in the middle and give it my best for a fast finish. And I did just that, although my finish wasn’t as fast as I had hoped thanks to the “rolling” hills.
A mile and half into the race, still tailing The Guy by a hundred yards, the course took a turn off the roads and onto a bike path. I studied the race map right before the race start, mostly because I’d had an anxiety dream where the course was unmarked and I ran the wrong way. My dream turned out to be true. And The Guy, ran right past the bike trail, following the lead police car down the road. I hesitated, ran a few more steps following the guy down the road and then stopped. “It’s the bike path right?!?” I said to the bike pacer next to me. “Yeah. It’s the bike path.” But his voice was filled with as much doubt as my own. “It’s the bike path. I know it is.” And so I turned around and started booking it towards the bike path, this was my break I thought. I can beat The Guy! My paced quickened, I was eager to see a mile marker that told me I was right about the course. I saw a marker ahead and breathed a sigh of relief, but as we got closer (the bike pacer still riding next to me), I saw that the marker said Mile 5. My mind exploded with doubt and I wondered if I was the one who was wrong. I did this shuffle step and hesitated thinking I should turn around. But the bike pacer pointed out it was the half marathon marker. Ok. Ok. It’s OK. Sarah. Keep going. A quarter mile after the five mile maker, we came up on the 2 mile 10K marker. I was on the right track. I breathed deep and settled into a rhythm. The Guy was still behind me, I had to keep my lead.
“Thanks for sticking with me!” I said to the bike pacer. “No problem,” came his reply. “I’m not sure why the pacer went straight. They should have a sign there.”
“The pacer? You mean I’m not racing him?”
“No,” the biker laughed. “No he’s the pacer.”
“Oh! I thought I was racing him!” I said, breathlessly.
We continued on the bike path, my pace was quick and fluid and my watched beeped a the three mile mark and I saw 6:52. What a confidence boost! A whole sub 7 mile. The wooded bike path suddenly opened up into a spacious cranberry bog, the blue sky, the cool air, the flat bike path-I felt like I was in my element. I was working hard, but I felt good. And then I heard the footsteps. It was the pacer, catching up to me. He matched my stride and I let him go. I wasn’t racing him, I was racing myself and if I wanted anything left for the rolling hills I had to run my race. I watched as he an the bike pacer got further away-they stayed just in sight for the remainder of the race.
With no one behind me I knew I would win the race. I just wanted it to be my best race. So I pushed. I saw another sub 7 min mile tick by at the 4 mile marker: 6:58. Then the course turned on to side streets and the rolling hills slowed me a bit as I kept pushing towards the finish: 7:16, 7:58. I cruised into the finish area and crossed the finish line in 44:40. Almost a minute and half faster than my 1oK a week ago.

I’m pleased with the results, I’m amused at how the race played out and I’d love to run it again. It was a gorgeous setting, beautiful course (and the race director assured my they’ll make sure the giant arrow and 10K sign get to it’s proper place next time around).
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I love this!!! Great recap, and it sounds like an awesome race! That’s so cool you won it! I’m glad you are starting to feel better and that you had some gorgeous weather to kick some butt in
Way to go!! That is so funny that your anxiety dream came true- I too have worried about taking a wrong turn at a race, but I usually have plenty of people in front of me to follow 😛 I’m glad you studied the course before hand!
Way to go Sarah! You are truly an inspiration. I am so fortunate to have gotten to meet you here as I religiously follow you on fb. You inspired me to get off my postpartum butt and get out there.
Congratulations on your win and an excellent time as well! You did a great job and good call for asking directions and knowing the race (also why I look at the course map the night before every time!). Smart to take those days off before and heal from the cold as well. The medal is cool and I bet the course was gorgeous, being in Cape Cod and all.
Sometimes the best races are spur of the moment for me, because i’m more relaxed and I don’t have time to get nervous about it or overthink.
Awesome times Sarah! You did amazing! What an euphoric feeling I am sure! This was a fabulous recap! Congrats!
Woo hoo!! Way to go Sarah!! Awesome race and too funny that the guy was a pacer the whole time!
I love Cape Cod - such a beautiful place to run.
Congrats on a great race and a win!!!
What an amusing race! I can’t believe how disorgnized some races can be in terms of marking the path. It’s pretty bad when even the pacer gets lost!
CONGRATS! How funny that you were totally racing THE GUY (I would have too) before finding out he was a pacer (and not a great one!). I love races like this. I did a trail 10k and the entire group went the wrong way which was pretty entertaining. I think we ran 6.8 miles!
Awesome job Sarah! Sounds like an amazing day and pretty course. I’m so impressed by how speedy you are already post baby! Congrats on your win. I feel a half marathon PR coming on for you this weekend
Way to go! Sounds like you did a great job listening to yourself not only for your pace and effort but going the right way on the course. Congrats!
AWESOME!! I love how fiercely you are concentrating in the photo-so STRONG!
Aww thanks so much!
Sarah says
Nice job! I was there running the half - it really was a gorgeous course, wasn’t it. I certainly didn’t win but did achieve an unexpected PR, which I made me totally happy.
Congrats on your PR!
OMG!!! Congrats! And how funny that he was the pacer!! I’ve heard a lot of people have trouble with Zooma signage!